It's been so busy with the new school year starting! Ben went into school with me to set up the class. It took a lot longer to set up the class this year because of having little Ben in my life now. Although there was always someone watching him that I totally trusted, I couldn't stop thinking about what he was up to long enough to get anything done. There were times when I stared at the pallets I needed to unload and started to daze off into "Ben Land". My heart actually ached because I wanted to be home with him so bad. I thought that I would be a mess with him going to daycare, but with it being so busy, I haven't had time to daze off into that Ben Land.
Classroom is all set up.
The year has begun.
Trying to keep my head above water.
It is so much harder being a mommy now and going back to work. How did women before me do this? There is so much guilt involved now. I'm just taking it day by day.
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